I Never Told You
I never told you how much it hurt me that you didn't have faith in me. It hurt me that you do not understand me, despite the number of times I tried to make you understand. I never told you that I knew that it always hurt you when I challenge you to end me with a knife. I never told you that you give me anxieties whenever you talk to me. I never told you how much love I have for you that it actually hurts me when you don't believe me. I never told you that I actually understand you. I never told you I get why you are who you are. I never told you that you are not the ideal mom nor the perfect mom. But you tried and fought hard to provide the best things for us. I am so much grateful because I became this strong because of your influence in me. I never told you that I wanted to do the same for you too. I wanted to give you the best life that you deserve to have. I wanted to erase all of your problems. But there's little power in me to do these. I never told you that I have ...