Name it

It's like a depthless deep sea,
where I feel like drowning by the shore.
It's like the burning water,
where I feel like walking in a sea of fire.

This feeling,
It does give me a reason to live,
a reason to die,
a reason to be happy,
and a reason to be sad.

This feeling,
Of  hope,
despair,
joy,
and grief.

It's something we're all inclined into,
when we're in love.
So what do we call it, then?

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